Several minutes after we met I was conscious of being below par.
“Oh damn,” I thought. “I am going to be boring and there’s no reason and no way to stop it. My affect is boring. I will probably not say a single interesting thing this whole night. The best I can do is lose myself in listening and hope that no one notices.”
Yes. It’s when I’ll use things like laser pointers, postits, smiles and affectionate touches just to lighten things up. All in fun and I try no to drink too much.
Reblogged from MAGIC MOLLY.
June 16, 2009, 2:16pm
